Birthday: the day of birth

31 Today was my official day of birth and as it has been for the past few years, the day mainly served as a day of reflection. A day for me to gather all my happy, sad, depressing, excited and hopeful, deep thoughts and stir them all together to reflect on life so far. Age and getting older is such a big deal for most people but I've never really thought that much about age until recently when society started telling me that my life is basically over. I think everyone has extremely high expectations about life and any plan that doesn't fall into place suddenly has us feeling like failures. This year I hope to finally let go of all the anxiety I've felt about where I "should be" in life and just be where I want to be. I have a few tricks up my sleeve so I hope this will be my life-changing year. I urge everyone to start forgetting about their age and just live. I mean, after all, it's not like any of us really act our age, right?...

P.S. This letter to myself on my birthday post I wrote a couple of years ago still applies...

2018, the visual year

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Years ago, I would've been hitting "publish" on my first blog post of the year on or around the 1st week of January and I'd be relishing in the fact that I was already off to a great start at being a good, organized blogger who will eventually make this my full-time career because helllloo, everyone does sooner or later, right? Not this year, though. I didn't even bother to do a highlights of 2017 type of post because I honestly couldn't be bothered to write one and I assumed no one would bother to read it. This year, I plan to continue being a major photo-taker which, of course, is totally different than being a photographer. I just want to create photos that are visually appealing and that people can relate to and experience only positive emotions when viewing them. I want to become more comfortable in front of and behind the camera because honestly, both are equally important. 2018 will be my visual year. Hope you enjoy and let me know if you're doing something similar...

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